7am, I decided to open up the book that was assigned to me for my American Lit class. On, my way to work crammed in the cart, their I stood reading a memoir about some marines guy in the war fighting the Iraqis. I figured this would be an interesting book. Just because I never knew about the military.
My son uncle is currently in the military, he doesn't really say much about. I thought everything is fine with him being in their because he wasn't fighting in the war, I remember when he first signed up for the marines. He was eighteen. When it was time for him to visit, it didn't want to go back. They had to come and get him, he gave them hell; crying and cursing as he was being dragged in the car. Since that day he's been placed in Arizona with a wife of three months and now as a baby girl on the way.
I never knew the marines were treated in such a way until I read Jarhead. Now wonder, he never mentions about the marines. They are taught to kill!!! and treated very UN-human with no say so on what they can do and living under a government that tells them all these promises, with good advantages and treated like slums. Fighting for a country that has no mercury for them, but it's all their fault. They signed the contract...i mean did they really think this training was going to be easy?
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
Being A Mommy For The First Time
When I inherit the results from the home pregnancy test. Boy was I Flabbergasted. Me? a mom at 21? nah, I thought to myself. But what will the father say? what would he think? all of these thoughts came hastening through my mind. Being a young new mommy was very overwhelming for me. When my baby boy(Jaevon) came into this world. Tired, Irritable, no apetite and most of all not having no leisure time for myself, was all me.
Being a mother for the first time no matter how old or young you are can be very uphill, though, it's worth all the stress and pain. Coming home from a hard days of work and school. Someone to consoul me with their smiling face, reaching out with open bear arms and coowing. Is so fun-loving to me, more than money can buy.
I know if no one else won't love me like I love myself. I will always be my son number one love. I live through this kid!!! being a mom was a blessing that I would never regret. I thought it couldn't be possible for me to take care of my son, but he's healthy and well taken care of. Most of all it was love at first sight.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bVvKqSsWU1g
Being a mother for the first time no matter how old or young you are can be very uphill, though, it's worth all the stress and pain. Coming home from a hard days of work and school. Someone to consoul me with their smiling face, reaching out with open bear arms and coowing. Is so fun-loving to me, more than money can buy.
I know if no one else won't love me like I love myself. I will always be my son number one love. I live through this kid!!! being a mom was a blessing that I would never regret. I thought it couldn't be possible for me to take care of my son, but he's healthy and well taken care of. Most of all it was love at first sight.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bVvKqSsWU1g
Men With Young Women
Ugh! someone please explain to me what is the purpose of being with someone 22 years old and your pushing 40? like come on...is it because men are getting older so they date younger women to feel young themselves? or not deal with their age group because it's more responsibilities that come along with it? hmmm...something I should of thought before I made my decision.
Men that date younger women molds as their child to listen to them and once that young women falls head over hills. Boom!!! he leaves her for another young thing. This is all about responsibilities with a man dealing with another women. An older women knows what she wants. Marriage is number one and kids. Come on, she's not getting any younger. Plus, she's been through enough experience with men so it's hard for him to manipulate her like he does the young chicks. It's not all about the younger women being more spontaneous and having energy. It's the easy way out for them. It's less dating baggage and less serious. Plus a younger female in some cases are more laid back.
Men that date younger women molds as their child to listen to them and once that young women falls head over hills. Boom!!! he leaves her for another young thing. This is all about responsibilities with a man dealing with another women. An older women knows what she wants. Marriage is number one and kids. Come on, she's not getting any younger. Plus, she's been through enough experience with men so it's hard for him to manipulate her like he does the young chicks. It's not all about the younger women being more spontaneous and having energy. It's the easy way out for them. It's less dating baggage and less serious. Plus a younger female in some cases are more laid back.
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
Growing Up Is So Hard...
While in grade school having responsibilities was not my forte. watching my mom keep up with the house and taking care of my brother and I was something I would never do. To my surprise. wearing all the latest designers meant everything to me. Price? that was not a problem. From the clothing to the bedroom necessities you make it I had to have it, not worrying that my mom had bills herself. That totally blew over my head.
April of 2006 I started by job at The New York City Board Of Education. Bills, Bills, Bills. Credit cards. I had to pay. Money toward rent. That was me. And most of all buying my own clothes. I had to hit the sales rack. Paying so much money on wants had to come to an end.
When it came to having my son that was another responsibility. A extra mouth to feed and take care of, so now I'm all grown up. It has made me independent, responsible and a better women. I glade my mom set those morals for me when I started working.
Some people take things for granted, as I watch Extile on MTV. I see these young teens maxing out credit cards that belongs to their parents and partying everyweek with no worries. When they are sent to countries that are living in proverty. It hard for them to adapt to the way of life on the other side of the world.
Seeing them hunt for food and eat it raw, cleaning themselves with a bucket, using the bathroom outdoors and calling a hunt their home, was something that made me think I was being selfish myself. People should be blessed with what they have it can be a lot worst. All my wants didn't matter to me. What's most important is life!!!
April of 2006 I started by job at The New York City Board Of Education. Bills, Bills, Bills. Credit cards. I had to pay. Money toward rent. That was me. And most of all buying my own clothes. I had to hit the sales rack. Paying so much money on wants had to come to an end.
When it came to having my son that was another responsibility. A extra mouth to feed and take care of, so now I'm all grown up. It has made me independent, responsible and a better women. I glade my mom set those morals for me when I started working.
Some people take things for granted, as I watch Extile on MTV. I see these young teens maxing out credit cards that belongs to their parents and partying everyweek with no worries. When they are sent to countries that are living in proverty. It hard for them to adapt to the way of life on the other side of the world.
Seeing them hunt for food and eat it raw, cleaning themselves with a bucket, using the bathroom outdoors and calling a hunt their home, was something that made me think I was being selfish myself. People should be blessed with what they have it can be a lot worst. All my wants didn't matter to me. What's most important is life!!!
The Mercy Seat
While reading " The Mercy Seat" by Neil Labute. I became very upset and threatened at how the author took the September 11 tragedy so harsh. I really don't care if it's just a play!!! some fiction crap. Ben especially was very thoughtless. He had a wife and two little girls. While sleeping with his boss of a three year relationship Abby. You would think the sept. 11 tragedy would be a time for him to think about everyone that died in the building, but no. Mr. Ben wanted to sell his royal oats by sleeping with his mistress and planning on faking his death.
Ben felt well " since this tragedy happened let this be the easy way out for me to break it off with my wife and kids". That way he wouldn't have to deal with the courts for a divorce and she wouldn't suck no money out of him. What a thoughtless bastard!!! his family was probably grieving and mourning over his stupid ass and he screwing his boss who is very stupid herself.
The fact that Abby is so stupid is because a women of so much success was thinking about escaping with Ben just to say she has a man. I mean are you that desperate? she can have anyone she wants. She's living in a luxury loaf and a boss of a accounting business. She don't need Ben. Abby was very attentive of the people who died on 9/11. she thought about her colleagues and their families. How they were taking the tragedy of their love one's, even Ben family.
I guess she had to wake and see leaving New York for a man was not the right route to go. But she shouldn't of been his side line hoe, don't mean to sound too sexual but a man that's doing it dogie style to you for the pass three years and no four play ,what so ever, your a fuck!!! she giving him oral sex anytime he wanted and not communicating with him on how she felt about the relationship until the tragedy, makes her very stupid. I'm glade she came to her sense to make Ben call his family to let them know he was okay.
The day of 9/11 my dad was suppose to work that morning because he did maintenance in one of the tower's. He decided to do a double shift, being that he's scheduled to work in the evening. Luckily, while he was getting ready for work his brother called telling him the tragic news. meanwhile, during that time my dad was already suppose to be at work. So yes!!!I was almost in that situation. even thou, he's good. I can imagine how families feel losing their love one's.
I waited anxiously for UPS to deliver this book, eager to read it while being disappointed at the play writer. Americans have it too easy. Well, that's how i felt after seeing Labute view this tragic situation like this. It was wasn't so easy for him he would have not wrote something so cruel like this.
Ben felt well " since this tragedy happened let this be the easy way out for me to break it off with my wife and kids". That way he wouldn't have to deal with the courts for a divorce and she wouldn't suck no money out of him. What a thoughtless bastard!!! his family was probably grieving and mourning over his stupid ass and he screwing his boss who is very stupid herself.
The fact that Abby is so stupid is because a women of so much success was thinking about escaping with Ben just to say she has a man. I mean are you that desperate? she can have anyone she wants. She's living in a luxury loaf and a boss of a accounting business. She don't need Ben. Abby was very attentive of the people who died on 9/11. she thought about her colleagues and their families. How they were taking the tragedy of their love one's, even Ben family.
I guess she had to wake and see leaving New York for a man was not the right route to go. But she shouldn't of been his side line hoe, don't mean to sound too sexual but a man that's doing it dogie style to you for the pass three years and no four play ,what so ever, your a fuck!!! she giving him oral sex anytime he wanted and not communicating with him on how she felt about the relationship until the tragedy, makes her very stupid. I'm glade she came to her sense to make Ben call his family to let them know he was okay.
The day of 9/11 my dad was suppose to work that morning because he did maintenance in one of the tower's. He decided to do a double shift, being that he's scheduled to work in the evening. Luckily, while he was getting ready for work his brother called telling him the tragic news. meanwhile, during that time my dad was already suppose to be at work. So yes!!!I was almost in that situation. even thou, he's good. I can imagine how families feel losing their love one's.
I waited anxiously for UPS to deliver this book, eager to read it while being disappointed at the play writer. Americans have it too easy. Well, that's how i felt after seeing Labute view this tragic situation like this. It was wasn't so easy for him he would have not wrote something so cruel like this.
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